Monday, December 14, 2009

Where to look

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while...it was a crazy week this week. I have two finals this week and a project to turn in, but then I'm done :) Read through Philippians yesterday and Colossians today. Paul is pretty legit. Here's something to chew on today:

If then you have been raised with Christ, seek the things that are above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God. Set your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth. For you have died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. When Christ who is your life appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.
-Colossians 3:1-4

This is an interesting command; to set our minds on God and not on earth. I think that this is a call to make everyday decisions with Jesus in mind; from the most mundane to the most important. This includes, but is not limited to: relationships, politics, speech, love, forgiveness, conduct, etc. I think one of the things that we, as Christians, need to make sure we are doing is to "hide our lives with Christ", because we are supposed to be dead to our old ways. If we don't allow that to happen, we won't get an opportunity to really live. This world is passing away, maybe quicker than our eyes can see. One thing is sure, however, that there is something better coming, and we can have a preview of that here if we allow ourselves to die to the old life.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

What is to come

Just thought I'd give an update on what's going to happen in the month of December, what I plan on reading and reviewing, and where all this might go:

-Next Tuesday, December 8th, Chelsea and I are driving down to Ocean City, Maryland to preach at the DEEP, the youth ministry of Ocean City Worship Center.
-Next Friday, December 11th will be the last day of class in my undergraduate education. I don't really know how I feel about that one.
-Thursday December 17th will be my last final of my undergraduate education.
-Saturday December 19th I will leave Valley Forge for the last time to go back to Pittsburgh.

I am currently still looking for a position to take as a youth and associate pastor. it's still my dream and I believe my calling in life. My passion is to learn as much as I can and to take what I learn and reciprocate it back to people who need to hear in an effective way. I am currently candidating at two churches, so we will see where that goes. As far as education, my plan is to take next semester off from school, and then no matter where I am, serving in the church or in a secular place, I want to begin graduate level work in the Fall of 2010 online. I've been looking at a couple of places, but am nowhere close to deciding on where I would want be.

I still am in the middle of like 50 books, so next semester hopefully will see the fulfillment of me completing them. I have enjoyed this semester blogging about Tozer based on my daily devotions and will continue to that on the next book that I read. Here are some of the things I'm reading or going to be reading and how the blogs are going to look in the future:

-Core Values by George O. Wood (reading for myself, probably wont blog about it)
-Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller (read the first chapter; have heard positive/negative things about it)
-The Theologia Germanica of Martin Luther (will probably be my next blog review)
-The Forgotten Ways by Alan Hirsch
-Vintage Jesus by Mark Driscoll
-Jesus for President by Shane Claiborne and Chris Haw

Those will probably be on my reading list through Christmas and New Years, as the end of the semester takes up most of my time with school work. This is it, and we'll see where it goes. Thanks to everybody who's been a part of this journey so far and who has helped to make it successful. Thanks to everybody who believes in me and supports me, it does not go unnoticed or unappreciated.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Between the sacred and the secular

One of the largest problems in contemporary American Christianity today is that self proclaiming Christians are not acting like Jesus. There could be a lot of unpacking done with that statement, but I would rather be broad in saying that, in general, American Christianity is more focused on things like politics, institutionalizing, media, and culture than it is on its founder, who is Christ. I've been (slowly) reading Alan Hirsch's book The Forgotten Ways which talks about this idea of returning to the roots of what he calls the "Apostolic Genius" in both living and proclaiming a missional style of Christianity. I've found it rather intriguing that in his chapter on the heart of Christianity how he talks about this split between a Christian's understanding of the sacred and the secular, and how that split in a Christian's mind and thus lifestyle can be disastrous to the name by which we claim. Here are a couple interesting quotations on this topic:

"By setting up a place that we call 'sacred' because of the lighting, the incense, and the religious feel, what are we thereby saying about the rest of life? Is it not sacred? We cannot escape the conclusion that by setting up so called sacred spaces we , by implication, make all else 'not-sacred,' thereby assigning large aspect of life in a non-God, or secular, area." (p. 95)

"It is left to the believer to live one way in the sacred sphere and to have to live otherwise in the secular." (p. 96)

Whether you are a long-time devoted Christian or an occasional church go-er, this statement can speak volumes to you. This question begs to be asked: Is God only God on Sunday, in a church building, and under certain predetermined conditions, or is he God everywhere in the lives of everyone whether they choose to acknowledge him or not? I believe that the latter far outweighs the former. I mean come on, we're talking about God here, and yet how many times is there this mental and behavioral split between the sacred and the secular in our lives? Hirsch continues on about this subject by bringing attention to a pretty current event where this split is happening: the Rwandan genocide in Africa. He quotes Lee Camp who said:

"In fact, the Rwandan genocide highlights a recurrent failure of much historic Christianity. The proclamation of the 'gospel' has often failed to emphasize a fundamental element of the teaching of Jesus, and indeed, of orthodox Christian doctrine: 'Jesus is Lord' is a radical claim, one that is ultimately rooted in questions of allegiance, of ultimate authority, of the ultimate norm and standard for human life. Instead, Christianity has often sought to ally itself comfortably with allegiance to other authorities, be they political, economic, cultural, or ethic. Could it be that 'Jesus is Lord' has become one of the most widespread Christian lies? Have Christians claimed the lordship of Jesus, but systematically set aside the call to obedience to this Lord? At least in Rwanda, with 'Christian Hutus' slaughtering 'Christian Tutsis' (and vice versa), 'Christian' apparently served as a brand name - a 'spirituality,' or a 'religion' - but not a commitment to a common Lord" (p. 99)

Hirsch interpets this by saying:

"What does all this practically mean for those seeking to recover the Apostolic Genius in the life of the community of God? For one, it will involve (re)engaging directly the central confession of 'Jesus is Lord' and attempting to reorient the church around this life-orienting claim"

"...we need to constantly go back to our Founder and reset our faith and communal life on him." (p. 99)

"The first step in the recovery of Apostolic Genius is thus the recovery of the Lordship of Jesus in all its utter simplicity"
(p. 100)

The subtraction of the sacred away from all aspects of one's life can be highly damaging, whether one is a practicing Christian or not. Obviously the consequences can be deadly, and it's not just been in Rwanda, but in any injustice or genocide caused by Christians throughout history. A Christian needs to understand that their allegiance is to be to Christ, and his agenda, not ours, needs to come first and be promoted. Christians need to act the way Jesus wanted them to act. The sacred and the secular cannot be two but must be one. Jesus' lordship is the foundation to the Gospel moving forward effectively.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Acquaint thyself with God

A great end to The Knowledge of the Holy entitled "The Open Secret" which brings to a head all of the things discussed in the book and what to do with them. Everything that is in here is useless unless it is put into practice. I hope you enjoy the end to this wonderful work and consider reading it.

"When viewed from the perspective of eternity, the most critical need of this hour may well be that the Church should be brought back from her long Babylonian captivity and the name of God be glorified in her again as of old. Yet we must not think of the Church as an anonymous body, a mystical religious abstraction. We Christians are the Church and whatever we do is what the Church is doing. The matter, therefore, is for each of us a personal one. Any forward step in the Church must begin with the individual."

"The secret is an open one which the wayfaring man may read. It is simply the old and ever-new counsel: Acquaint thyself with God. To regain her lost power the Church must see heaven opened and have a transforming vision of God"

-Tozer busts into a list of six things that one may do to make this "return" happen-

"First, we must forsake our sins."
"Second, there must be an utter committal of the whole life to Christ in faith."
"Third, there must be a reckoning of ourselves to have died unto sin and to be alive unto God in Christ Jesus, followed by a throwing open of the entire personality to the inflow of the Holy Spirit."
"Fourth, we must boldly repudiate the cheap values of the fallen world and become completely detached in spirit from everything that unbelieving men set their hearts upon, allowing ourselves only the simplest enjoyments of nature which God has bestowed alike upon the just and unjust."
"Fifth, we must practice the art of long and loving meditation upon the majesty of God. This will take some effort, for the concept of majesty has all but disappeared from the human race. The focal point of man's interest is now himself."
"Sixth, as the knowledge of God becomes more wonderful, greater service to our fellow men will become for us imperative."

"There is a glorified Man on the right hand of the Majesty in heaven faithfully representing us there. We are left for a season among men; let us faithfully represent Him here."

A.W. Tozer The Knowledge of the Holy p.114-117

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Man's will is free because God is sovereign

Compatiblism at its best. I always feel the need to err on the side of God's sovereignty over man's choice, yet one cannot ignore that man does have a choice just as much as we are to believe that God is in complete control. Although this whole chapter was a great read (and I recommend doing so if you have five extra minutes), here are some interesting insights. I tend to side with Tozer here.

"Here is my view: God sovereignly decreed that man should be free to exercise moral choice, and man from the beginning has fulfilled that decree by making his choice between good and evil. When he chooses to do evil, he does not thereby countervail the sovereign will of God but fulfills it, inasmuch as the eternal decree decided not which choice the man should make but that he should be free to make it. If in His absolute freedom God has willed to give man limited freedom, who is there to stay His hand or say, "What doest though?" Man's will is free because God is sovereign. A God less than sovereign would not bestow moral freedom upon His creatures. He would be afraid to do so." (italics added)

"The whole matter of moral choice centers around Jesus Christ. Christ stated it plainly: "He that is not with me is against me," and "No man cometh unto the Father, but by me." The gospel message embodies three distinct elements: an announcement, a command, and a call. It announced the good news of redemption accomplished in mercy; it commands all men everywhere to repent and it calls all men to surrender to the terms of grace by believing on Jesus Christ as Lord and Saviour.
We must all chose whether we will obey the gospel or turn away in unbelief and reject its authority. Our choice is our own, but the consequences of the choice have already been determined by the sovereign will of God, and from this there is no appeal."

A.W Tozer The Knowledge of the Holy p. 110-113

Monday, November 16, 2009

Be holy, for I am holy

This is a lot of text, however as I kept reading I couldn't help but want to post it here; it's just that good, I hope you enjoy it and are not only marveled by our great God, but also take it to heart and let it change you.

"Until we have seen ourselves as God see us, we are not likely to be much disturbed over conditions around us as long as they do not get so far out of hand as to threaten our comfortable way of life"

"Neither the writer nor the reader of these words is qualified to appreciate the holiness of God. Quite literally a new channel must be cut through the desert of our minds to allow the sweet waters of truth that will heal our great sickness to flow in. We cannot grasp the true meaning of the divine holiness by thinking of someone or something very pure and then raising the concept to the highest degree we are capable of. God's holiness is not simply the best we know infinitely bettered. We know nothing like the divine holiness. It stands apart, unique, unapproachable, incomprehensible and unattainable. The natural man is blind to it. He may fear God's power and admire His wisdom, but His holiness he cannot even imagine."

"The feeling for mystery, even the Great Mystery, is basic in human nature and indispensable to religious faith, but it is not enough, Because of it men may whisper, "That awful Thing," but they do not cry, "My Holy One!" In the Hebrew and Christian Scriptures God carries forward His self-revelation and gives it personality and moral content. This awful Presence is shown to be not a Thing but a moral Being with all the warm qualities of genuine personality. More than this, He is the absolute quintessence of moral excellence, infinitely perfect in righteousness, purity, rectitude and incomprehensible holiness. And in all this He is uncreated, self sufficient and beyond the power of human thought to conceive or human speech to utter"

"God is holy and He has made holiness the moral condition necessary to the health of His universe. Sin's temporary presence in the world only accents this. Whatever is holy is healthy; evil is a moral sickness that must end ultimately in death"

"Since God's first concern for His universe is its moral health, that is, its holiness, whatever is contrary to this is necessarily under His eternal displeasure. To preserve His creation God must destroy whatever would destroy it. When He arises to put down iniquity and save the world from irreparable moral collapse, He is said to be angry. Every wrathful judgment in the history of the world has been a holy act of preservation. The holiness of God, the wrath of God, and the health of the creation are inseparable united. God's wrath is His utter intolerance of whatever degrades and destroys. He hates iniquity as a mother hates the polio that takes the life of her child."

"Above all we must believe that God sees us perfect in His Son while he disciplines and chastens and purges us that we may be partakers of His holiness.

By faith and obedience, by constant meditation on the holiness of God, by loving righteousness and hating iniquity, by a growing acquaintance with the Spirit of holiness, we can acclimate ourselves to the fellowship of the saints on earth and prepare ourselves for the eternal companionship of God and the saints above. Thus, as they say when humble believers meet, we will have a heaven to go to heaven in. "

-A.W. Tozer The Knowledge of the Holy p. 103-107

Friday, November 13, 2009

God is love

"The words 'God is love' mean that love is an essential attribute of God. Love is something true of God but it is not God. It expresses the way God is in His unitary being, as do the words holiness, justice, faithfulness and truth. Because God is immutable He always acts like Himself, and because He is a unity He never suspends one of His attributes in order to exercise another."

"The Lord takes peculiar pleasure in His saints. Many think of God as far removed, gloomy and mightily displeased with everything, gazing down in a mood of fixed apathy upon a world in which He has long ago lost interest; but this is to think erroneously. True, God hates sin and can never look with pleasure upon iniquity, but where men seek to do God's will He responds in genuine affection. Christ in His atonement has removed the bar to the divine fellowship. Now in Christ all believing souls are objects of God's delight. 'The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing.'"

"The love of God is one of the great realities of the universe, a pillar upon which the hope of the world rests. But it is a personal, intimate thing, too. God does not love populations, He loves people. He loves not masses, but men. He loves us all with a mighty love that has no beginning and can have no end.
In Christian experience there is a highly satisfying love content that distinguishes it from all other religions and elevates it to heights far beyond even the purest and noblest philosophy. This love content is more than a thing; it is God Himself in the midst of His Church singing over his people. True Christian joy is the heart's harmonious response to the Lord's song of love. "

--A.W. Tozer The Knowledge of the Holy p. 98, 100-101, 102

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Everlasting Grace

"No one was ever saved other than by grace, from Abel to the present moment. Since mankind was banished from the eastward Garden, none has ever returned to the divine favor except through the sheer goodness of God. And wherever grace found any man it was always by Jesus Christ. Grace indeed came by Jesus Christ, but it did not wait for His birth in the manger or His death on the cross before it became operative. Christ is the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world. The first man in human history to be reinstated in the fellowship of God came through faith in Christ. In olden times men looked forward to Christ's redeeming work; in later times they gaze back upon it, but always they came and they come by grace, through faith."

"We who feel ourselves alienated from the fellowship of God can now raise our discouraged heads and look up. Through the virtues of Christ's atoning death the cause of our banishment has been removed. We may return as the Prodigal returned, and be welcome. As we approach the Garden, our home before the Fall, the flaming sword is withdrawn. The keepers of the tree of life stand aside when they see a son of grace approaching."

-A.W. Tozer, The Knowledge of the Holy p. 95-96


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

The Banquet Hall of Mercy

I've been reading A.W. Tozer's The Knowledge of the Holy as a devotional part of my day. I highly recommend it as such. I would definitely put this into the top 10 works I've read while being at college. I hope you enjoy this metaphor on the mercy of God:

"We may plead for mercy for a lifetime in unbelief, and at the end of our days be still no more than sadly hopeful that we shall somewhere, sometime, receive it. This is to starve to death just outside the banquet hall in which we have been warmly invited. Or we may, if we will, lay hold on the mercy of God by faith, enter the hall, and sit down with the bold and avid souls who will not allow diffidence and unbelief to keep them from the feast of fat things prepared for them." - A.W. Tozer

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

My book review of "Unchristian"

Well, finally, here it is for your reading pleasure. Submitted just a few minutes ago to the professor, here is your copy. Feel free to leave any comments below. It was pretty cool because the footnoted citations were included and I didn't think they would be when I copy and pasted the document. Anyway, enjoy reading this, and PLEASE consider reading the book. It is phenomenal. Enjoy!

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A book review of Unchristian. What a new generation really thinks about Christianity...and why it matters.

When it comes to Christianity in America, the first thing that comes to one’s mind may or may not be something pleasant. For some it may be the image of a church building, televangelists, or even political figures. For others, it may be so called “Christians” murdering doctors who perform abortions or Westboro Baptist Church standing outside of American soldiers’ funerals with signs that say “God hates fags” and “Your going to hell”. Whatever one’s view of Christianity is, the numbers seem to show that people’s opinion about the faith is not focused on its founder Jesus Christ, especially among this current generation of young people (sixteen to twenty-nine year olds). Studies show that when asked, more young people associate Billy Graham, the Pope, and former President George W. Bush as a leader of Christianity than they do Jesus.[1] The fact of the matter is that there is an unhealthy image that Christians are putting forward, and this image is not drawing people to Christ; it’s pushing them away. Two gentlemen from the Barna Group, a Christian polling organization, saw the problem in the statistics and decided to poll people regarding Christianity. This document is a review of their results, the book Unchristian: What a new generation really thinks about Christianity and why it matters by David Kinnaman and Gabe Lyons.

One of the first (and most important) things that could be said about this book is the reason it was written. According to the authors, there is an epidemic of unchristian behavior that is going on in America and it is giving people an incorrect view of Jesus and his followers. They say, “People who are outside of Christianity are currently rejecting Jesus because they feel rejected by Christians”[2]. This is not how Christ intended for people to view his followers. Jesus instructed his followers to go and make disciples, and he knew full well that they would be rejected, but he never intended for his followers to make the people who they were trying to reach feel rejected themselves. In the first chapter of the book, the authors immediately take a shot at how Christians talk about people who don’t follow Christ. They point out that Christians will use terms like “unsaved” in describing these types of people and that this is one of the initial problems. A term such as “unsaved” is derogatory in its inflection and suggests that Christians think that they themselves are a step above or even more enlightened than everybody else. Although that term may accurately describe the issue of a person who doesn’t believe in Jesus, the authors suggest that the term “outsider” is much more appropriate in describing those who follow Christ[3]. In setting this foundation, the authors state their goal in writing the book, and it is this: “This book never advocates that we try to become more popular. Our task is to be effective agents of spiritual transformation in people’s lives, whatever that may cost in time, comfort, or image”[4]. The authors then give some interesting statistics regarding the outsider’s view of Christianity through the last decade. They state that in 1996, 85% of society was favorable toward Christianity. In 2007, however, that number dropped significantly to 38%. This same study showed that 1/3 of young outsiders said that Christianity represented something that they didn’t want to be associated with and 1/6 of young outsiders saying they maintain very bad perceptions of the faith[5]. The inevitable question that comes to mind after reading these statistics is of course, “Why?” Their answer is this: ““We have become famous for what we oppose, rather than who we are for”[6] In saying that, the authors give six things that outsiders view Christians as, and they include being hypocritical, being too focused on getting converts, anti-homosexual, sheltered, too political, and finally judgmental. Here are some significant facts and suggestions that the authors have found regarding these statistics:

1. Hypocritical: 84% of young outsiders say they know a Christian personally, and yet only 15% say they live different lifestyles than anybody else[7]. These numbers are significant and show that substantial amounts of people are not practicing what they preach. According to the authors, the answer to this is through seeing that “Scripture looks at the deep fractures of our heart and tells us to admit that we can never prove our worth; Jesus made us worthy by his sacrifice”[8]. They suggest that this comes through transparency about ourselves and about Christ.

2. Too focused on getting converts: Only 1/3 of young outsiders believe that Christians genuinely care about them (34%). Young outsiders believe that Christians only care enough about them to get them “saved”[9]. This is very sad considering the authenticity of a Christian’s friendship with those who don’t believe. Although Christ cared about people that he would only meet once, there is certainly an element of discipleship that exists in the commission of Jesus to the apostles, and this would mean that one’s concern for another goes further than just seeing them converted but rather loved.

3. Anti-homosexual: Kinnaman and Lions state that only 1% of Americans say they pray for homosexuals[10]. They suggest that this be countered by “Acknowledge(ing) that everyone has sexual baggage but also has the potential for sexual wholeness”[11]. They also ask the question that “If our theology says homosexuality is wrong and sinful, is it still true that homosexuals have deep sexual needs just like the rest of us? How can we not utter compassionate words and perform compassionate acts”[12].

4. Sheltered: Studies show that 1/5 of young outsiders believe that an active faith helps people live a better, more fulfilling life[13]. The authors say, “The sheltered perception is that Christians are not thinkers”[14]. They give the suggestion that “Christ calls his followers to be active missionaries to the culture. This culture is offensive, but we cannot take offense. It is increasingly hostile to Christians and to whom we claim to represent, but we cannot respond with anger when people express their skepticism, and we are not meant to be isolationists. Jesus described our role most succinctly: we are to be in but not of the world”[15].

5. Too political: The authors state, “Many outsiders clarified that they believe Christians have a right (even an obligation) to pursue political involvement, but they disagree with our methods and our attitudes. They say we seem to be pursuing an agenda that benefits only ourselves[16]. Their answer to this perception is this: “We do not simply change our principles to accommodate people who disagree with us, but we should be willing to look at ourselves in the light of Jesus”[17]. The question that must be asked then is if our lives and priorities reflect Christ’s? Do they reflect a kingdom not of this world and one that is soon to come or one that makes America a “Christian nation”?

6. Judgmental: The authors state, “Respondents to our surveys believe Christians are trying, consciously or not, to justify feeling of moral and spiritual superiority[18](italics added). They suggest that people believe “We are more interested in proving we are right than that God is right”[19]. That is a prideful and unfortunate statement to be associated with. The authors give a quote from Philip Yancey which states, “The opposite of sin is not virtue; it is grace”[20]. Wouldn’t it be more of a witness to outsiders if Christians were known as more gracious than more judgmental than everybody else?

To me, this book puts into words things I have been feeling for a long time regarding Christianity. There is a certain glare that people give you when they find out that you’re a Christian. It’s almost a, “Oh, you’re one of those types of people”. It’s unfortunate that once outsiders find out that you’re a Christian you have to convince them that you’re not like the ones who don’t act like Christ instructed (or even try to, because honestly we’re just not there in entirety yet). The authors speak on my behalf about this very convincingly in this way: “We heard many young believers say that in some circumstances they are reluctant to admit they are Christians. They don’t fear being unpopular, but they feel that raising the Christian flag would actually undermine their ability to connect with people and to maintain credibility with them”[21]. I don’t enjoy being in a situation like this, especially when I have the ability to tell the greatest story ever told, one that can change lives and introduce people to the Creator of all. Unfortunately, I am. The only thing that is more unfortunate is that the numbers in this book are real, and that means that those types of people actually exist; people who willfully live their lives in unchristian ways. Christians need to view these statistics and fix them, but it must be for the right reasons. The authors suggest that when we try to be more Christian, we “should be motivated not by a sense of guilt but by a passion to see their (outsiders’) hurts healed”[22]. Isn’t that the truth? Isn’t Christ’s message one of redemption and healing? I believe it to be so. I believe that every Christian should read this book because the issues and statistics presented in it are real and really hindering people from seeing Jesus of the Bible. To quote Kinnaman and Lyons, “Jesus was concerned about the reputation of his Father in heaven. Are you? Your life shows other people what God is like”[23]. People need an accurate visual as to who God is, and we have failed. Christians need to be less unchristian, and more Christ-like.


[1] Unchristian, page 154

[2] Unchristian, page 11

[3] Unchristian, page 17

[4] Unchristian, page 19

[5] Unchristian, page 24

[6] Unchristian, page 26

[7] Unchristian, page 57

[8] Unchristian, page 57

[9] Unchristian, page 64

[10] Unchristian, page 101

[11] Unchristian, page 104

[12] Unchristian, page 107,108

[13] Unchristian, page 122

[14] Unchristian, page 123

[15] Unchristian, page 133

[16] Unchristian, page 165

[17] Unchristian, page 167

[18] Unchristian, page 182

[19] Unchristian, page 184

[20] Unchristian, page 195

[21] Unchristian, page 35

[22] Unchristian, page 32

[23] Unchristian, page 35

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Bring out ya dead! But I'm not dead!

Hey! I'm not dead! I promise. Since I've been back in Pittsburgh I've been super busy and I haven't gotten a chance to update my blog, and this isn't necessarily a normal blog entry, but I thought I'd give you all something to look at. I'm currently working on my book review of "Unchristian" for my internship and as soon as I get it done I'll post it, but until then, I wanted to upload some pictures that are pretty cool on here. The process is called HDR imaging, and if you don't like it, you're nuts because these pictures are amazing. If you're curious about what it is, check out the Wikipedia article here. Here are some of the most recent additions to my computer library. You can also click on them to see them in full size (they make awesome desktop backgrounds) Enjoy!

I'm hoping to have that book review done by the middle of next week, and I'm still trying to keep somewhat updated on my Twitter, you can follow me here.

Later all,
-MAS





























































































Friday, July 3, 2009

It's the end of the internship as we know it...and I feel...well I dunno...

My internship is officially over...

I thought about posting my last journal that I write for my class on here, but that's not going to happen. It's a little too personal concerning the future, but to keep everybody who may read this happy, I thought I'd update you on what's going on.

I'm in DE for the next 3 days, and on Monday morning I will head back to Pittsburgh. I'll be there for about a month. During my time there I will be rather busy. I'll be working at a diner in Oakland on the campus of Pitt. I'll also be training pretty hard for soccer. I'll be conditioning myself everyday, which means in the mornings I'll be at the track and then eventually out to North Park Lake which is 5 miles around. When I played soccer 2 years ago I was running the lake about 5 times a week. That's going to be my goal this time around at least. I'm also going to be spending a lot of time with my family. I know that may seem like a given, but the fact that I'm graduating in December means that I might never get to live in the same town with my family for the rest of my life. Needless to say, I'm going to be taking advantage of every minute I can with them.

I'll be blogging for the remainder of the summer, and obviously it won't be about my internship which has lapsed, but I will do my best to keep the motto of my blog the same, "connecting realistic Christianity to everyday life". I will do my best to write here at least once a week on things that are going on and give some thoughts on Christianity and where it's going. For those of you who read and get something out of it, thank you, it's why I write. For those of you who don't, well it would be pointless to plug something at you here now wouldn't it?

I've been getting into Twitter a lot lately, so please feel free to follow me there. I will definitely be updating more frequently on there than I will on here. I also take advantage of sending pictures there so it can come in kind of handy if your curious at what's going on in my life. So if you'd like to do that, make sure you do. My user name on there is @MikeSteiny. You can also click below to go right to the page:

http://www.twitter.com/mikesteiny

Thanks to everyone who helped make this summer a success so far. I am eternally grateful.

-Mike

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Showdown

"Oh LORD, you have searched me and know me!" -- Psalm 139:1

In the last couple of days I have been really trying to analyze a a conversation going on inside my head: the one that goes on between myself and...myself. It is a conversation that nobody else hears; it is completely private. The essence of that conversation is thus:

There are two people that truly know me.

Me.

and God.

Everybody else in the world that knows that I exist knows only the man on the outside. People are only aware of the man I give to them. Honestly, I could go through my whole life and give people a phony me. How would they ever know? In fact, I will ask a question to those who actually know me: how do you know that the person I present to you is actually who I am? Better yet, how do you know that the person I present to you is who I even desire to be?

I have struggled a lot lately with being authentic regarding the person I am on the inside and the person I display on the outside. Now before you start to question if I secretly killed a man or am harboring something secret and vile, just know that I'm not even talking about nor living a double lifestyle here. I'm talking about the fact that not one person on this planet knows the thoughts that go through my head and not one person knows the struggles I really deal with.

Only me,

and God.

I think one of the things I'm learning as a Christian is that until either you die or Jesus comes back there is a showdown between the old sin-infected self and the new glorified man-to-come. It's more than a struggle; it's a war. I believe this happens in every Christian, and that fact is, only two people know about it:

You,

and God.

I often think "Man, if people really knew some of the thoughts that go through my head, they would question why I even call myself Christian" Maybe it's a good thing I'm not depended upon my own righteousness to impress God. In this struggle I come to the realization that even though I battle in my mind, I am only who I am because of what God has done for me. On my own, I am nothing. I am a filthy, dirty, and sinful person. Yet when I realize the fact that Jesus gives me righteousness through the cross I can understand it's okay to struggle between who I was and who I am becoming. How is this possible you may ask?

Because Jesus always wins. On my own, I can't.

I will never win, and in fact if you are a Christian out there, you don't win unless it's because Jesus gives you the win. There is an epidemic of disgusting self-righteousness going on through the Christian world, and it needs to be cut off right now. Christians win only because Jesus wins. Take Jesus out of the equation and the Christian fails. It's a simple as that. A Christian isn't a good person. They are still just as rotten as the criminal in the county jail. The only difference is that they have accepted the forgiveness for their lewdness and they have committed to Jesus' way over their own.

God knows us, intimately. He knows our shortcomings and he knows what we bring to the table. We are dirty sinners and yet he still decided to come and die for us, and we can't forget that. He knows us, he knows the man on the inside, and he knows the person we display, and as we continue to struggle with that one on the inside, let's be real and understand that that's going to be a battle that will last for a while. Our answer isn't to ignore it, and our answer isn't to pretend we are good people either. The only hope we have is in the one who knows us and let's us exchange our crud for his forgiveness and perfection.

He knows us, inside and out. Let's rid ourselves of self-righteous pride. Let's deal with that man on the inside, but realize that our righteousness comes from Jesus, not ourselves. Our command is to simply accept the "life more abundantly" that Jesus offers. This comes by submission to God and His word. He will renew our minds in this way. I believe that's how we can win the war.

About Me

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Phoenixville, Pennsylvania, United States
I graduated from Valley Forge Christian College in December of 2009. I hope to pastor/teach in the near future and continue my education by pursuing an Masters of Divinity from a prestigious graduate school or seminary. I enjoy music, sports (especially the Pittsburgh Penguins) and spending time with friends and family. Please feel free to e-mail me at masteinsdoerfer@gmail.com or follow me on Twitter @MikeSteiny