Oh Gravity!

Like the song right?! Gravity...the never ending force that always impacts our every move; the thing that never goes away. Yeah I know what you're thinking, its sounds alot like SCHOOL WORK! Ahh! I'm so stressed right now. It's 12:45 a.m. on the dot, and I just got out of the shower and forgot that I needed to blog tonight. Stink. Oh well. This week is already stressful and it's only Monday. I worked last night and tonight both for 8 hours each, and I'm really feeling the fatigue. Tomorrow morning I have to preach my last sermon for Preaching to Youth and I'm really excited because I'll be done with that class. The only problem is that I preached it once tonight and it wasn't exactly where I would want it to be. I feel comfortable with the material, and I know that tomorrow morning I'll be more rested and my head will be on more straight (I hope) so I think it's going to go okay. This week is just going to be crazy musically. Tomorrow night is our first night in the studio to record the CD, and it's all about the drums baby :). Wednesday we have practice in the evening for worship chapel which will occur on Friday. Thursday again will be filled with a day of drumming in the studio getting the CD done. Friday is really exciting for me, I'm going home, but I can't tell you why because somebody might be reading this and it would be bad if they found out I was coming. I can't wait to just bust out of this place and take a one day break. I feel like all I'm doing is work work work. I'll be completely honest, this is the hardest I've ever been pushed in my entire life. God's been so incredibly faithful to strengthening me that it's not even funny. I know for a fact that if it wasn't for God's strength in my life that I would have burned out already. I am right on the edge though, and I'm doing my best to keep my priorities straight. "My aim is to please Him", truly I feel like anymore it is. I don't feel like I've come anywhere close to accomplishing it, but I know that my heart is where it needs to be. God's been faithful in taking away some of my pain, and everyday it's becoming easier and easier to trust him. He's seeing me out, and I can't wait to see where he's going to take me.

Pittsburgh...4 more days...here I come :)